weird

Traveling with a bunch of not-so-close friends and my family.I didn't know where we were going.Parents wudn't tell me.We didn't take a train or plane.We took the bus and boat.I over slept on the journey so am not certain where we are.All I know is that I see alot of Asians around.They look like natives at the northern part of Asia.
Soon the boat stoped,Houses on water and dry land.It seems to be all strange.As soon as we got the green light,we explored the place.
Being here a few days was ok.No stress and stuff but I was still puzzled.Why are we here?Where is this place.Suddenly I saw a house full of ppl.Though I haven seen them before,I seem to know they were connected to someone I know.I went closer to the house wondering....Some how I dunno how but I ended up in that house.There were alot of guest as if it were a gathering or they were really close ppl that came for a chit-chat.I sat on the floor pretending I was 1 of them.Suddenly I saw him(R1, from home church).I was suprised but he seemed to know I was coming.I haven't thought about him since he stopped replying my emails.I used to hate him then like him.He was my close friend and helped me through troubles.The 1st guy ever to tell me he was actually interested in me when I thought he was just fooling around.I DID had a crush on him for quite some time and we were really close friends.But the funny thing was when I found out he had a gf,I didn't feel jealous or sad.In fact I was happy for him.And now he's engaged.To think time flies by fast.
He looked at me gladly.And asked to go someplace in the house to talk.We were just sitting on the floor talking about things I can't remember off.Then he suddenly said something really shocking.I could remember the words clearly.. "If I would have done something more,WE could have happen couldn't we?" Does he still like me even though being engaged?
He put his arms around me.I didn't feel scared or anything.I was as calm as can be.I wasn't worried what ppl thought or anything.It was just the 2 of us to me.Suddenly I had a really bad feeling.As if there were somebody ready to stab me.We turned to realise his fiance just arrived and saw us.We quickly aparted from each other.She stormed out the back while some ppl just looked at us.He had this "I'm dead" look in his face hiding it with a smile.He rushed to go after her and I seemed alone and foolish.Ppl looked at me and whispered.
Luckily parents called,it was time to go back home.I had a feeling they saw everything but just didn't say anything?The whole journey home I just wondered what it would have been if we really gave it a go.He seemed to have thought success.As for me?I wouldn't know.....

attack of the beast

Everything seemed the same yet different.Some how i felt like there was a cloud over me.Like i was suppose to wait for something panicy to happen.I could hear birds chirpping and childrens laughter but that didn't make me smile.Something was really bothering me.As I walk side by side with my friend,sounds of happiness started to fade away.I heard a painful cry.A cry coming from a dark corner of the street.We hurried there quickly but quietly.This world is not a safe place anymore.Dominated by creatures we couldn't have imagined.As we hid unseen,we saw the beast attacking a pack of animals.One bitten or scratched,we are considered contaminated and could turn into beast ourselfs.
I turned to a familiar cry.My little puppy was out there trying to scare of the beast away from eatibg or hurting the other dogs.Without thinking,i ran out and grabbed her before the beast had a chance to touch her.He got angry and soon it became a war between me and him.With the pup in my arms barking and frightened,I took guard ready to avoid the painful blow of the beast.It was a chase.Then suddenly I felt like I couldn't run no more.He held me on the shoulder with an evil high pitched laugh trying to get the pup.Trying to hurt her.I didn't know whether he did get her but I had a few stretches.My friend hiding worried over me came over with a burning torch.Something the beast fear and he flew off in a flesh.
Exhausted with the pup still in my arms,I collapsed into the arms of my friend.We made our way back home with this story a secret.I realise I've seen this all happen before in a dream and I remember the details correctly.This pup was going to be taken by police forces and killed.The police has gotten news that a pack of dogs were attacked.... I paniced.I couldn't hide her at any of my friends or relatives place.They were sure to find her.I rushed around the house thinking as fast as I could on how to safe my pup.Then it came to me.I HAVE to bring her out of this suburb.Outta this town to some place further from here.As I was about to leave the main gate of my house, a van stopped outside.I realised in shock that the police were here and they were armed.I quickly rushed to the back with Diana(my other white dog) following me.She seemed to understand what I'm going through.
Without thinking I threw the pup over a small pathway at my neighbours side.Hoping she wouldn't cry or make a sound.She didn't seem to realise what was going on.I was going to carry Diana over when I already saw her at the other side of the fence.I smiled at her knowing she'll look after the pup for me.
Mum started calling me....I rushed back into the house trying to hide the stretched mark on my arm.Hopefully it will come unnoticed.My friend looked at me in worry but we didn't say a word as the police were all over the house trying to find my pup.
I prayed nothing would happen to them both.My friend just hold me on the shoulder giving me support.
I felt like this were all not over.Felt like something was onto me.Then i realised 1 of the cop was starting at us.Had he realised my stretched arm?Does he know I hid the dogs?What?

Horror

I woke up like any other morning.The whole day was a blur.Felt really tired.Was getting ready for something I couldn't remember what.Had a shower and was going to pick out today's clothes.When...
*grasp*
What horror.What shock.
I've never seen myself in such a horrible condition in such a short amount of time.I stared myself at the mirror just staring in horror....
I WAS darn SKINNY.
My face long and small.My collar bone showed out alot.I looked almost like corpse.Or so thats what I thought.
Never realising skipping lunch for a month would take that much effect on me.I knew my weight has gone down quite drastic being here.From a 53kg to a 47kg in only 1 month.That IS alot of weight.I do take really heavy dinners and big breakfast but I suppose the supplies all converted into energy with all the traveling.
I continued staring at myself.Hoping it was all a dream.
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Secrets

In my own world...
I look around,everything looked familiar yet unfamiliar.Felt like the ppl around me I've never met them but yet i feel like I've known them for a long time.
Time passed.Everything was pleasent.No negativity around me.Everyone were just doing their own thing.Talking,playing,walking around,reading.I was just being at my own corner as usual enjoying the sight of other ppl being happy and wondering when it'll happen to me.When something magnificant would happen to me.Something suprising.Something really absolutely great."Time will tell",I reminded myself.
It's time to leave this place.I wanted peace and quiet.A place where I could just think.I walked passed the crowd hoping nobody would notice me.Hoping I was invinsible.Then a known older man suddenly caught sight of me.Whispered something and seem to be secretly passing me this small bag of something which i didn't know of.I thought he got hold of the wrong person.But as I looked straight into his eyes,it seemed to be something secretive and something magical about the small bag.He was before that talking to a group of olderly women who were wondering what he was saying to me.I just smiled back and all of them without saying a word.
I looked around hoping nobody saw the bag or heard what he had said to me.As I made my way out of the crowd,there he was.I heart skipped a beat.I wasn't even expecting to see him here.See him in this world,in my dream.He and I both know we have our likeness.We both know we have feelings for each other yet he's with his gal and I'm confident about it all.I wondered whether he saw me.He seemed to be looking at my direction yet I dunno if it were him.We've had feelings for each other for a couple of years yet we still just stay as friends.
I continued walking out of that place pretending and telling myself that he wasn't he at all.He was just another passer by that looked and reminded me of him.Then remembering the small bag in the pocket of my dress,i wondered what was in the bag.I wondered whether I should open it.I wondered whether what I heard of the man was what i think i heard.He said... "This is yours.Keep it safe and use it well..." Now what did he mean by that?What is this all about?
I can't wait to find out.I'm dying of curiousity........