what happened?

There hasn't been dreams which made strong impact on me or those that hit me strong on the head. Been having little dreams which seemed to come true.
Like my situation with R. dream t that our situation got complicated and we didn't speak to each other. Felt more like I was being cheated and left. And I dream this dream before I bought the ps3 game for him. I had alot of thinking about getting him that game in real life but since I really DO LOVE him, I decided even though my dream comes true and I knew the future, it was something I wanted to do. But my siblings and friends think I'm stupid. That's love i suppose.
Dream t of being a start. Of having my dreams come true and now being bck home in Kuching, I seem to be finding places to perform quite easily even though I've never in my entire life done such a daring thing before. It's like a leap to my dream. Like what my friend said, 'it would suck being your boyfren. You're just so busy and up there'. Maybe that explains me and why R left me.
There are times were I dream of music. I was and am suppose to write a piece for mums choir which I haven't yet completed and is due new year eve. I wake up thinking about it and having heaps of ideas about it. But end up not writing it coz then siblings are up with the tv and mums bck with kolo mee(sarawak food). And right now, I'm too tired from the alcohol I had to even think about writing. Might have to wake up super early just to finish it. It's gonna take me a few hours to put things together. I had some idea before our guest came but I couldn't do much. I just hope I complete everything.
Another night of dreams for me.
Ttyl...