Tuesday, October 05, 2010

Diamonds are a girls bestfriend

I was singing this song preparing for my singing lesson. Next thing I know, I'm dreaming about suddenly possessing a small bag full of tiny diamonds. It was a weird dream - the whole process of having these diamonds in my hands without knowing it. Didn't feel like robbery and it didn't feel like anything bad or good. It was just diamonds.
My dreams these days hasn't really been about the future but more of reflection of the present. It's as scary when dreams are connected to our lives. Like I was dreaming of D and feeling jealous when I see the amount of girlfriends he has on facebook and the fact that he contacts them and deletes my comments off his facebook. I dream this happening real life that he was surrounded like pretty women and he was liking the attention and talking to all of them. Later on he came over to me and I started crying and loosing it. Walking away and wanting to forget him. But things eventually worked out and he said that I ment the world to him and it just felt right again.
Now the 2nd part hadn't happen yet at that time. A few weeks later he wanted to see me real life and I said I didn't want to. That it was too complicating and that I feel very confuse with him. I cried so hard just as the dream and I was loosing my mind. But I ended up seeing him and ever since things has just felt right between us or so it seems for now. He didn't say those words I heard in my dream but I felt it in every touch and kiss and look he gave.
I guess that is to show that my dream still reveals the future in it's own way and the fact that I should still continue to understand my dreams further to feel less crook.