Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Meeting the parents

It was the 2nd-4th time I've dream about him, R meeting my parents. Been dreaming about him disturbingly a few times last month. I don't usually dream about a person that often in a month but it still bugs me thinking about it.
He dream the same thing about him meeting my parents and the situation is the same. My parents didn't like it. In his dream they were questioning him and telling him not to see me again but he was defensive. But in mine, both dreams said otherwise. It showed him walking away. Before that my parents were screaming and shouting. My parents and friends accepted him and were ok with it all. They were nice to both of us although it's possible for them to talk behind our backs. But my parents just lost it. He tried to say a few things. There were times my parents listened but they didn't wanna look him in the eye. By the tone of their voices, I was so afraid that they might kill him or me. I froze on the spot and didn't know what to do. Then he just walked out of the house without saying a word to anyone of us. I shouted back at my parents telling them that they didn't have any heart. Felt like crying but felt no tear. I ran out of the house after him to try and get him back as I was afraid of losing him. I grabbed his hand and he just looked me in the eye. He looked like he was going to break down and cry. He looked angry, scared and lost all together. He let go of me and just walked away.
I stared into the air wondering what these all meant. Every situation has it's reasons, answers. This tells something. Is it a warning? Does it show the future? Are we not meant to be? Is it him or was it another guy in the future?
I wish i knew the answer....