It's over

In my house back home.Lonely as can be.Suddenly R wanted to meet me.Some how he stayed next door.So he climbed quietly from the roof to my place.He spent time together most the time being quiet but I loved his company.At that time it was late at night so we kept quiet in my room.Parents doesn't know of his existance.
Then all of a sudden,mum knocked on the door.Out of fright i hid him under my bed and went out to meet mum.Tried to get her busy but some how she wanted to get into my room.Without me knowing,she opened the door to find R in there.He was there quite long waiting and wanted to try sneeking out back to his place.But she seemed to have missed him.He escaped unto the roof,balcony.Mum seemed to be patroling the whole house.R stupidly was actually making quite a racket being on the mobile asking 1 of his brother's for help.Mum heard the noise wondered why the balcony door was open and to my greatest fear caught R.Mum was in rage.But he didn't wanna get outta the roof.Mum didn't really like his mum(or the fact that she doesn't like most my friends and their parents).I dunno how but she called his mum and there were downstairs trying to get him down while questioning him.And all these was in the middle of the night.
I would have thought he'd be mature enough to see reasoning and stuff but as his character was as it is,he started argueing with both mothers.I felt faintish.I felt I could go crazy any second.I felt like screaming and ask him to shut up.This made me realize that it's totally over between us.Though he's older then me a year,he's still less mature then i am.
Standing in between this whole drama,I realize it's a dream.I should just stop flirting and playing around with him.It's totally over.He may like me of which I wouldn't know considering the amount of ex-girlfriends he used to have.Considering his life is just mostly to do with love.It's just not going to happened between us.
He's just not mature enough for me.....

what's with the NZ guys?

An average day(sorta) wondering around.It seems to be sabbath morning and I'm walking to God knows where.Finally arriving in an unknown place.I stand in front of the door and start knocking.I seem to know my way around.The person who answered the door was 1 of the NZ guys i talked about in my other blog.They seemed to know I was coming.
Waited for them to get ready then we headed back to my place for breakfast.D who is a chef started cooking for himself while me and R2 ate a simple breakfast.D sorta made too much and couldn't really finish.I tried his dish and it was really superb though I didn't tell him that.I thought I'd check out the kitchen to find it quite messy.I cleared up and went back outside to find the guys gone.The girl's said there were around.So i rushed to put on make-up while asking them which church they'd be going today.I in particular was thinking about the chinese asian church but they on the other hand had 1 more church they haven visited and wanted to go there.We end up deciding to go back to Ashfield.As I finished dressing I found they have gone.Thinking they would be at the bus stand,I walked.
Not long later I find myself reaching church and seeing R2 playing with a set of keys.The girls were saying they used my car to drive to church.I was sorta pissed considering they used it without my permission and petrol wasn't very cheap....
Then again,since when do I have a car in aussie?