Wednesday, April 05, 2006

It's over

In my house back home.Lonely as can be.Suddenly R wanted to meet me.Some how he stayed next door.So he climbed quietly from the roof to my place.He spent time together most the time being quiet but I loved his company.At that time it was late at night so we kept quiet in my room.Parents doesn't know of his existance.
Then all of a sudden,mum knocked on the door.Out of fright i hid him under my bed and went out to meet mum.Tried to get her busy but some how she wanted to get into my room.Without me knowing,she opened the door to find R in there.He was there quite long waiting and wanted to try sneeking out back to his place.But she seemed to have missed him.He escaped unto the roof,balcony.Mum seemed to be patroling the whole house.R stupidly was actually making quite a racket being on the mobile asking 1 of his brother's for help.Mum heard the noise wondered why the balcony door was open and to my greatest fear caught R.Mum was in rage.But he didn't wanna get outta the roof.Mum didn't really like his mum(or the fact that she doesn't like most my friends and their parents).I dunno how but she called his mum and there were downstairs trying to get him down while questioning him.And all these was in the middle of the night.
I would have thought he'd be mature enough to see reasoning and stuff but as his character was as it is,he started argueing with both mothers.I felt faintish.I felt I could go crazy any second.I felt like screaming and ask him to shut up.This made me realize that it's totally over between us.Though he's older then me a year,he's still less mature then i am.
Standing in between this whole drama,I realize it's a dream.I should just stop flirting and playing around with him.It's totally over.He may like me of which I wouldn't know considering the amount of ex-girlfriends he used to have.Considering his life is just mostly to do with love.It's just not going to happened between us.
He's just not mature enough for me.....

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