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Day in and day out...
hmmmm. Or rather month in and month out(although that sounds weird),
I seem to be dreaming about 1 particular person, R. Not every night but quite frequent. What does it mean? I dream about bumping into him and things between us never seems awkward. I'm always surprise to see him but he seems to know where to find me.
The thing is it's not only the meeting that bothers me. It's the story line; death, on the bus, back home, in the city, etc.
hmmm..... Trying to forget about somebody is pretty tough i must admit. Talking to a few mates here, trying not to worry about a person is hard but not to think about a person is even harder. With technology it makes life harder. You look at your handphone hoping that the other person will contact you. You get online all the time crossing your fingers to hope the other person would be online or would send you a short message or email. Coz with those little things done, it makes you feel good. It makes you feel special and being loved. It makes you happy even though if it's juz a (=
You sacrifice so much for the other person you tend to think if it's worth it. Or you wish the other party would do more and show more effort to how he/she feels about you.
Pretty complicating but that's how life is. And this dream about this person is really bugging me. I wonder what it means....