life..

The dreams I have been having seems so clear.
I stare deeply into the situation in amazement and frightfulness.
Now much longer am I to live this curse.
Reliving the day...
And going through the same nightmare,
the same worriness and pain.

Afraid to write my dream.
No time to mention the happenings.
Can't seem to find the words.
Can't seem to find my way.

Afraid. So afraid yet trying to be brave.
Acting brave yet tremble with fright.
Being a mask to myself.
It's a miracle ppl see through me.

I'm an actor,
I'm 2 person...
I don't know which is real anymore.
I dunno which is my true self...